OUT OF A JOB

I've been out of a job now for 3 1/2 months. I really hate it!

Money issues have reared their ugly heads. I've applied for 41 jobs without receiving any callbacks what so ever. I have trouble getting out of bed in the morning; and, when I do, I spend a couple of hours on the computer looking for jobs to apply to.

The depression I've suffered with for several years is sinking deeper and I don't like it. I'm not sure what to do about it. I've never had this much trouble finding a job. I could work a temporary job for a couple of weeks and the company would want to hire me. Now I can't even get a company to look at me. I don't have a degree but I do have years and years of experience.

Do I move on to a different "career"? Should I resurrect my business and go back to making parties and wedding days special for others? I'm at a loss and I'm not looking forward to the holidays the way I usually do. Being out of a job really sucks! I wouldn't recommend it to anyone.