Only God knows what the future will hold for me. I'm still unemployed and searching for a job, looking for other means to make money and trying to work around the house while I am home. I don't like not having a job. I've gained weight, wear the same clothes over and over again and can't seem to get the laundry done even though I'm home day after day.
I talked with a friend yesterday and decided to make a list of things I want to get done. Maybe by having this in front of me every day, it will give me a reason to get up and get going each day. If I'm able to cross off something on the list now and then, I will feel some kind of accomplishment. The same feeling you get at work for a task completed. I think I need that in my life right now.
Some of the things on my list right now are: looking to find our camera (it's been misplaced), making a wedding towel cake to try to sell on e-bay to "check out the waters" in that arena, finish my laundry and clean up the laundry room, clean out various closets (bathroom, hallway, kitchen, etc...), work on Chloe T stuff (i.e. decor for Gala, find golfers, help Jen find place for Chloe's Carnival, etc...) and the list goes on. If I can accomplish even one of these items in the next couple of days, I will be estatic!
Although the future of my employment is uncertain, I know I have a husband that loves me, kids and grandkids I love and I know I have something to offer this world (it just hasn't presented itself yet).
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