Sunday, August 9, 2009

TOO MUCH ON THIS GIRL'S PLATE

I've always been an involved busy person but this last couple of months have really pushed me to my limits. I finished traveling with Bruce for his year as Grand Commander of the state of MN and I thought things would slow down. I lost my job and thought things would slow down. Leanna and kids came to visit/look for work and I thought things would so down to enjoy them. Chloe's Carnival has come and gone and I thought things would slow down. The biggest culprit? Bruce's preliminary diagnosis of testicular cancer. Things will not slow down now. There is a doctor appt to make for this week to followup on the surgery and to come up with a plan of attack. The good news in all of this is that the cancer is 97% cureable!

Right now, I wish I could give everything 100% but I can't. My first concern is with Bruce, my second with Leanna & her family and third with the Gala. Along the way I'm still worried about Jenny and her family, my mom and if I'll ever find work or just be a stay at home daycare provider for my grandson. There are just too many things on my plate that need my attention.

My plate is full and I really want to just throw it all against a wall and see what sticks. I have my days when I want to just go along my merry way and not worry about anything and then life sneaks in and I knos there is no such thing for me. It's late now and I'm still writing this blog. Ithink this is one time when I'm going to say enough and take one more thing off of this girl's plate! Good night!

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